Monday, July 31, 2006
Tired....
Juz feel veri tired, after all have happen.Sum time i think tat even a blog will not let mi said all i wanna said. Coz sum time sum ting is mean to be kept inside ur heart. N not all times telling the truth is realli good for all...
Rite i m stupid enough to always tink of others ppl thinking before mine own.I m always helping ppl to tink even if they dun nid my help.-.-" Which coz me to be in a middle of no where. Some time my inner feeling is realli not shown. Due to, if my feeling r shown, i might coz trouble to another person.I juz feel veri veri tired.
Actualli ytd wanted to update blog de, but due to chat wit ppl.. ahem... and studying for my test, i nv update.So tis morning woke up, tink maybe i should up date blog. However ended up reading others ppl blog, now left 10 mins, n i have to get out of the house to go sch le.Still having flu.. lol... sick for 1 whole wk +1 dae....
Thous*
1. Hope alan is well
2.Hope mummy stay happi 4ever
3.wish fishii happi Birthdae^^
4.hope i pass my test for todae
5.hope i'll be able to find back myself
6.hope tat he is well.
7.hope i dun be late for class
8.hope all my frenz pass their test
9.hope all is well
Think maybe i dun realli nid a blog, actualli i blog for wad i oso dun noe. Coz my life is like a glass of water. transparent n nth fun. LOL -.-"
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Friday, July 28, 2006
WooT...
I will MoVe On De... So NtH To WoRrI AbT ^^
Juz now Fishii shouted at mi tat jeff is a Jerk, n i was shock and stun.Why suddenly she sound so angry. Than i noe she noe sum tin abt it. I questioned her. Forced her to tell mi. Finialli she cannot take it, and told mi everi tin.Yuan lai is mummy tell her de. At tat point i feel happi and sad...
HaPpI...
i noe my true feeling le... coz when Fishii told mi, i dun feel sad or angry or feel like hating him. I smiled... i was happi. DoTz. AcTualli i mus be sad de, or hate him. but i nv... i feel so relax. Feel like everi tin fall rite in place... Hahaha...i am sick, ofcoz i m depress. After tis news i tin my sickness will recover fasted, due to :
1. I have pass my test
2. I have sort out my feeling
3. so mani ppl care for mi feel so bless-ed...
wahaha...
SaD...
MUmmy y u nv tell mi earlier, or tell mi urself... let mi see mah... than i will have recover YTD le... still drag till todae than i noe.. u noe i feel so sad... coz u nv share wit mi, onli shared wit Fishii. haiz... pls dun try to hide it ani more, coz the more i noe, does not mean tat i will feel sad for him, coz the tears nv drop out due to not enough tears... LOLz... Nx time dun try to hide hao ma... Finish reading call mi ^^ i waiting for ur call... i going out soon... thou still can chat while walking ^^
Thankz all for ur care , i will hao hao take good care of my self de.. Woot
Wit love to all... Love all... n love mummy always ^^
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Thursday, July 27, 2006
SiCk...
First is love sick, second is sore throat, third is fever now is flu+sore throat. GreAt...
Had my practical test todae, woot, got wad i wanted. Was so happi coz, i did not realli have the mood to study mah. Due to SiCk. The onli one skill tat i tin i can make it de is onli CLC. Lucki i got CLC, prayed outside the room. Thx God ^^, I did study de hor, i study till 2 am le. Actualli no lah, i talk wit mummy on the phone till 1.00am.Wad did we talk ^^ Crap lor ^^. we talked abt the past, everitin lor.Lamed n luff-ed. NiCe ^^ Mummy taught mi alot of tings.I will be a good gal n learn de ^^
Now still having flu. dun wan talk abt DR le. i veri sad le. haiz. forget it lah. i will earn back the messo de ^^. mi mus jia you ^^
NitEz all... thx for reading ^^
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Wednesday, July 26, 2006
Depress...
1. My first love, first time ended in less than 24 hrs. Due to coz he dun wan to hurt mi, and he tink tat our love will not last. so ended it...Asked mi to be his mei forever. No tears, u tink so??
did not let it fell out,so was dry. Do i feel sad? i feel terrible, yet happi. One tin for sure is tat i will not loss him, coz he will be my bro forever.
*sorting out my feeling silly little gal ^^
2.Sore throat, great!! tml is my pratcial test n all i nid is a sore throat to help mi. Now wad, hopes it get better tml , than i will not have to worri to much.Mood swing, pain, tired.
3. Mummy(maine), heartache for her, she getting back her old bad habit, Heartache to noe tat she cannot control her self.Understand tat it is not easy for her, worri for her.Hope tat one day she will be able to move on. Mummy, i m sorri i am so unless....
4.Alan, where r u?? Called him but he nv ans my call. Worri for him. Dun noe wad is happening to him. Want to heard from him. Missing in action for the past 3 dae.
5.My jie (jan) , under stress, due to helping her aunt out wit stuff. In love yet unable to tell tat guy, onli tin she can do is look at the guy. Unable to forget him, unable to be frenz wit him. Let fate take it's move.
1+2+3+4+5= no mood to study= fail my test tml
Having my pratcial test tml, and now my brain is full of all tis stuff. I am unable to do my study. I dun noe wad i should do. I M LoSt N nO WhErE To Be FoUnD. JUz let mi be... i m down...
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Sunday, July 23, 2006
UGLY...
FAT....
ASSHOLE....
WORST LOOKING GAL....
tat is mi T_T
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Friday, July 14, 2006
tired... aimless...
i m tired and aimless... guess coz i haven eat my din din bah... lolz... a hungry gal is a angry gal... lolz... my sis bought the pre-paid card for a stupid pet card and ended up swearing tat will not buy agn ^^, dun wan tok abt it le... so wu liao... realli tired... tink maybe tml study bah... i oso dun noe...
actualli come in blog for nth lah... having test nx wk le... dotz...
nitez all... tata... ^^,
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Sunday, July 09, 2006
Will TiM3 HeaL~~
all the wound u hav... all the sad tins... horrible tinz... will it heal slowly dae by dae?? will it??
i dun noe... usualli ppl said times heal all wound... but in real life hav u see before wound tat grow WoRm?? will... yes if u nv take good care of ur wound...
How does time help heal wound??
-let ppl 4gib n 4get the past?
-let ppl stop tin-in abt it?
-no ponit get sad abt it since it happen?
-wad is done is done?
-let bygone by bygone?
however if one nv reflect on it... one will nv get over it... why do i said so... how can u4get the past... the past present n future make u who u r todae... so ur past is a veri IMPT part... tat's who u are...
sound so chim... haha... i oso dun noe wad get over mi todae... I hav no wound wor... but tin some how feel for others bah... the one who is hurt n lost... who nid light to find their way back to the meaning of life... i, myself is actualli not a veri +ve gal... haha... i like to see the dark side of life... but i do hav happi times ^^,
since i enter poly... ppl usualli said tat poly is a veri DARk place... u noe... lots of stabber... but i hav a veri good group of frenz... haha... love them lots... than my game world frenz... haha... i juz dun wish to see ani one sad... it's true i am unable to do ani tin for them... but i onli wan to noe tat they are OKAY... okay in that sense tat... "juz let mi cry over it and i will be fine".... fine in tat sense tat " i will try to be strong, tis is not the end of the world"
Haiz... guess i noe tat it is not easy to do tat... all ppl hav ups n down... but ur down may not be the worst... tink abt it... compare to a mother who juz lost her son... compared to a baby who hav nv try all the good tinks u hav try before... like erm... ice-cream.... well ppl onli tink tat how poor tin they r... n who cares abt the others? ya... most ppl r selfish... but tink abt urself is nth wrong at all... haiz... always tin abt pleaseing others will nv let u lead a happi life...coz u are not doing the tins u like...
tink tis world is upside down... i can't tell wad should i do and which way should i choose... so hen come first or egg come first? haha... dun ask mi... i dun noe... QUESTION TAT I CANNOT SOLVE!!
-time heal wound or as time go wound will rot?
-forgib and forget or 4gib but nv 4get?
-always pleasing other and nv lead a life tat u wan or tink all abt urself and who cares abt the other?
in tis world there is not onli 2 color... white (good) and black (bad)... most of the time... tinks are gery... yea... u cannot tell the good from the bad... and the bad from the good... how do u noe tat i am bad n not good?how do i noe when u smile do u mean tat u are happi... i cannot... alot of time we dun realli noe how the person feel... ppl are so funni...
tink i said too much le... maybe i tink n tink... than compard... haha... sooo muchi thou... tink go rest le, dun tink too much le... nitez all... thankz for reading... stay happi ^^, tata... let mi gib all a hug *huggies (>,")><(",<)
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Friday, July 07, 2006
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was here to in put my data... for the past one mth... how ever... most of them where gone... coz nth much mush realli happen~~ tired lor... sch started le... veri first wk and all the lecturer told us all the project work we nid to do... AHHH stress ar... juz started so mani things to do le... than got a lot of CBT for us to view, lots of e-lect but oso a lot of lect... so means own time is beening eaten up... AHH... means less time to maple le... ya... tink i should put my heart down n work hard le... coz last yr le... i dun wan to fail... n i oso wan to spent more time wit my family and frenz.... realli tired... i dun noe wad should i do... veri first wk so tired le... than how to move on le??
todae went to ps wit my sissy... was there to see the maple stuff... ani way after tat we went to look for sum food... than brought a sandwitch... so went to look around since cannot take MRT wit food... so asked her if she got ani movie tat she wish to watch mah... so up we go... looked at the board... and there... CARS... the pic movie tat she wanted to watch 1 mth ago... LOL... she was dame happi... however we hav no cash... so nid go draw money... so bla bla bla... n we brought the ticket... waited... than we entered... how nice onli abt 20 + ppl watching... well as i said... tat was a mth ago de movie... so welll most of them are kids~~ however we saw a teen boy ALONE to watch the movie... well... the show was good... or should i said tat a disney pic movie R always fantastic.... wah... veri touching... moral of the story is... no matter wad u do... u dun fight alone... and every gaol u met... thankz all the ppl around u... and when u are hurt n unable to move on tat doesn't make u a losser... FRenz is IMP in our life...
* thankz all my frenz for being there for mi....
*thankz my sissy for being my best frenz 4ever
*thankz ma n dad for being supportive to mi...
*thankz god for gibing mi all tis...
*sorri to all the pest i hav kill... ^^,( dotz)
so after movie... we headed to the MRT station... ani way walked past tis BIG real BIG kit-kat... tot like choco in a coffin... dotz realli like... caught a pic for it... show it to all of u...
DOTZ.... can u believe it... haiz... but it realli smell like choco... tink it is real bah?? dun noe le??
came across tis web n a veri good birthdae song... n VERI FUNNI... look at the lyric... n tink wad it all means... stupid song~~ lol... Go take a look 0.ohttp://geocities.com/testiflash
hope it workkk... how true the lyric can be...
tink i taking a rest le... later i mus rmb to copy my note... thankz all for reading... take care and tata.... ^^, miss ya!!
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