Long time since i vomit here.
alot of bad things and good tings had happen to mi. But good ones.
Cant rmb much. maybe the best was i'm still alive?
Bad one. Lots.
> I had a big quarrel wif my mum. real bad one. almost fought wif her. Good tin. We are okay now but i somehow feels the gap in between of us. The closeness no longer there. Till now i cant said how sad i m. I onli can said i wish i'm all alone.
> I injuried my left knee wif a big blue black. Good tin apart from blue black nth elsa. Still intact, Can move. Been 4 daes from now. On the way to recovery. Bigger than a 50 cent. Painful, ern ytd was much more painful but still i'm working. No big deal. Haematoma onli.
> I guess the biggest different of boi and garl ish We view and said tin and see tins differently. Obsevervation ish nv the strong part of boi but garl. They are best in creating small tings into big things like juz a small matter it can become.... Way bigger than sky. Garl feeling are sensetive and get upsad veri easily. That's garl and tat's mi. I was totally HURT. heart broken and now finding for silicone to stick my heart back. From glass to clay. than to plastic. than to wood. metal and lastly stone. Unbreakable. Where m i already?Clay to plastic? still breakable. The good tin. I didnt shear a tear. Not a drop. But who can i lie to when my heart ish crying. I take it all back and luffed. Even when i'm alone in the bus. I felt it come but i swollow it down. I take it.

I admit to fate. 50% depends on mi. 50% depends on fate. And i noe. I'm fated to have such treatment, I take it. I no longer get sad over it. I noe i can, it ish not impt anymore. Another not impt tingy. soon everi tin will be not impt. Soon i will be wood. slowly i will learn. I noe i will. coz i m Chng Sheau Harn. I can be alone. I can I will and I would be. I will learn to walk alone fight alone live alone and die alone. Work towards my dream alone. Wif futurn alone. No longer dragging other. Harn Stay strong and stand strong. U can be and u can do it. U have who u nid. and u noe u will nv leave urself. I have themost impt person to support mi. Myself. If i gib mi up. I'll left wif nth. But i wont. I will fight. Wif my best soilder, Mi Myself and I.