I turn one yr old on 17/7/08 in my work place. so fast. i m no longer a baby an more. thru tis yr alot of tings has happen in work. i rmb the first time i got scolded from a patient saying tat i try to kill her child by not explaining well enuf abt the medication. thank you to you. i hav learnt my mistake. make a step higher up. Getting myself better wif the medication n oso in explaining to patient. I may not rmb wad ish ur name but i wont forget the words tat u hav said and the feeling, the impact of it all. of coz i still rmb who came n help mi. Sort of saved mi. But tings doesnt always seem to be as good as it ish. Relationship turned sour. Not to said a words. work place tings. one first timr i took blood from a REAL patient. My first time of doing Stomach wash out alone. My first time of Catheterization. alot of first time. First love letter. alot of first time. Rmb the first dae stepping into the dept. Getting to noe everi one. Learning n learning. trying n trying. Even though at time i m scare n feel like redrawing. But yet i went on even though i make mistake once. I still do it again. I m scare But i cannot juz let go like tat coz in tis world u nid to learn n to master the skill to be good. N tat onli by doing more will u be able to do so. So i did^^ Of coz there r oso happi tings. Like getting praises from patient. ^^ knowing tat they r happi. I feel happi too. Tis ish wad keep mi moving. a smile to put on during work. Yet some ppl juz dislike my face. reason being. I hav no idea. hahas. I juz not pretty enuf i guess. >.<

suddenly found out tat my life ish rather free when i m not doing my regular tings ani more. feel like. i hav no idea wad to do. haha. rite. Todae mah. wahaha. late for work. LOL. woke up at 7 sharp. dame late le. 10 mins jiu out of house le. dad fetch mi to work. reach work place around 0720hrs. Stasia asked mi if i called the dept. nope i didnt but i msged her. Lucky for mi. Coz stasia ish the in charge. hahas. so save for todae. Guess wad I did set my alarm but it didnt ring. Guess i was juz too tired bah. Some more ytd i slept even before my hair dry. ytd was a veri busy dae. tiring. todae oso wor. n i feel tired already. old le old le.

ani other matter?

No le i tink. so long nv update le. hahas. work stress. family stress. coz mum ish busy abt grandfather. everi one has their things to busy on. so i guess. no one ish free for ani one. all in their own world. mi too. In my own world. lonely ye hao. alone ye hao. ish not impt. Most impt ting ish tat the one u love be happi n healthy. sometime sometings u hav to learn to let go n accept it in a different way. sometime sometings ish not urs. No matter how hard u try it doesnt seem to go right. physically. mentally. to mi. i guess most impt ish emotionally. I a piece of tissue. a tissue tat has no cover. n ish raining heavily. i tinking to see doctor tml. i guess i should go n do some blood test le. humm. 

oei, u still a life ar? God bless. Love all. 

 

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