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Tuesday, July 31, 2007

Yes... I finalli changed my blog skin after dunnoe how mani centries. Hahas. Tis skin. I redo it twice. Coz blur mi Click on to he wong button well. ish not the first tme tat i always hav to do things double time. Careless mi. Hahas. Basically i like tis skin veri much. But it wont match my address ani more. Ya coz there ish no more mushroom. But for mi mush stands for mi. =P hahas.

even thought the blog looks like it has been long forgotten But ish not so. I nv forget my blog. N of coz write or typing alots doesnt seem to be like mi. Unless i hav the mood to do so. Tis blog realli got hisory le. Although there ish not much of post in here but morst impt tings r inside. Acpect maybe some of the untold sadness inside mi tat i dun show. But more or less. ^^ ish in bah.

Tis few weeks haven been veri happi. Keep sighing n sighing. Even my sis asked mi why i sigh. I dun realli noe the reason. Feel so lonely at time. Even though my sis realli offer alot of support to mi. I m not physicalli lonely. Coz i m not alone. But rather emotionally lonely. I realli dunnoe wad i wan. Some time realli feel like isolating myself. But i'm rather happi tat my sis ish still here. I like the way when she ish here but she ish doing her stuff n i m doing mine. without much of entering into each other worlds of tots. Sitting in the corner wif lappy peaceful n quiet ish nice. But do i wan some noise? I dunnoe. Ish not so silent after all. The ticking of clock. My wind charms. The fan. My typing sounds. all tis r present. They r pleasant to mi.

Didnt have much expression ani more. I feel so fake It seem like when i m scare my face look like a stone. when i m sad my face look like a stone. When i m bored my face still it look like a stone. However when i m happi i smile. I luffed. Tat sound good? O well. I juz wan to be happi onli. Dun wanna affect ani one moods. I shell stay tis way i tink. Juz ^^. tat's will be the perfect +ve harn. Rite?

I noe none of tis make sense coz this all show how messy ish my tots. Rather messy. Coz i dunnoe wad i wan. should i go rite or left. should i walk straight or turn. M i taking the correct way. Or ish another down period for mi. Sharks. I tink ish a female hormones tat ish affecting mi . Lols Finalli i got one ting tat all gals will hav. MOOD SWING -.- well. hahas.

O ya todae ish My sis birthdae lo. ^^ Mus wish her happi happi. Tis fridae tink going to eat sushi ^^ yos ^^

HaPpI BiRtHdAe To FiShIi aka OranGe faTfIsH.
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11:10 AM

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Tuesday, July 24, 2007


Jay new movie song. N i juz can said i love it. I dunnoe why. It some how touches mi. Ish remind mi of his others slow songs like an jin n all tat. Realli lovely.

Tis few weeks. Has been tough. Not coz of work stress. But alot of othe emotion ish running inside mi. Tink back alot of stuff. Or should i said tis morning coz it was abt 2 plus 3 am. Was "enjoying" my nitemare. Aiz. make mi so tired. I dun like to rest, i dun like to sleep. coz i noe. When i got extra "FrEe" time my mind will wonder around. N i m tat kind of person who will tends to tink alot. Alot n alot tat some times i oso cannot control myself. Wad should i do. I onli can make myself busy n stop tinking so much.

Listening n learning jay new song. Simple, short n sweet. The sadness ish in there. Wonderful. I feel all so down. Feel all so. I juz feel like isolating myself. isolate from everione everi tin. N juz in a dark room. N juz sit there. Yoo. My love ones will worri for mi. I mus buck up. Jia YoU. Humm. Aiz aiz.

If ani one wans the song juz find mi. I'll be glad to share it. Coz ish nice nice ^^

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10:53 AM

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Tuesday, July 10, 2007

Well well since i hav the time to slack around. Mus well i finish up my post for ytd tat i haven did it. Cut moi hair on sun dae 8/7/07. wanted a new look n to try out cuting short hair. Humm. not tat short like my sis. But till a cannot tied way was rather new to mi. Y was tat so. Coz i rmb the last time i had such a hair style wad in sec 1. which was ages back tat time i was onli 13. gosh. tat was abt 6-7 yrs back. wells ^^ i enjoyed it. looks different ehh humm ^^ was rather fun to hav it done ^^

M mum wasnt veri erm. happi?! abt tis hair style coz she said tatmy head was too small for my body. Ern. tat make mi look like opposit of tweety bird!? hahas Tat sounds realli ahem. ^^ aniway. i m rather happi wit my new hair style.

The other post was to be abt my grads. nite?! to call it. i dunnoe aniway. it's some tin to do wit my graduation. Nothing much to talk abt. coz it was realli nth much. ern. took pic wit my kukus.
^^ happi to be able to pass out to become a full time worker. -.- tat doesnt sounds veri nice ehh. hahas.
Starting work soon now ish lesson, classes n testes ^^ trying my best pls dun be scare of mi. I'm proud to said tat i m a nurse. All of us are nures to sever n to look after the sick. ^^

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8:30 PM

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Monday, July 09, 2007

Should update my blog soon. wit post of wad i'm doing tis few daes. Weeks. Hahas. Coz i dun wanna lose ani memories of tis. Good ehh. o ya My grads dae pic to be up loaded too n my new hair cuts. wah. so mani tings. But i veri lazy -.-

So tired everdae. Lots to learn n lots to do. Been having testes n all. Lalala~

Hummm. I m still enjoying my sat n sun. Would be the last of it soon ~ T.T no more sat n sun holis. No more week ends for mi T.T

Lesser time. Work hard. Worki work.~ YOOOO ~ hahas ^^V

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10:17 PM

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