It has been a veri baD week for mi. Till now i m still recoving all my pain. I nv noe i can feel so hurt before. I guess tis happened once a few months back before. But in different suitation. Now n then ish realli different case. But the affect was the same. I lost myself. In total mist. I gues tis time no one can find mi back. Coz the one who lost mi ish myself. Lost n no where to be found agn.

Why do i hav to go thru all tis. Aiz. Guess i hav to learn to hack carte more if not i will die straight winthin 3 more mth before i realli get the taste of the adult world. Try to be positive ish wad i was told. But being a -ve person it always sound easi than it was done. Humm. Learning. Should stop blogging -ve. Than n agn i hav to pass thru my mind. i'm still in the mist. It take time for mi to tink thru n make it thru. I guess some time i'm juz too stubborn. Sux. Dun ask mi wad happen. I'm not sharing wif ani one. I'm trying to delete the memories off. But ofcoz i learn my lesson. ARHHHHHHHH

nvm. )`: