Monday, May 25, 2009
been since a long time i actualli update my blog.
Time flew agan. so fast ish already coming to june. sch holidae starting soon.
My anual leave started already. That ish the 2nd week already. tis leave, i'm still working as a PSA due to we are terribly short of staff. Each of them had to work 7 ot tis month. hopefully we will soon get a new staff. Life hasnt been easi at all. tired and stress up. Cried but wad we has to let go we cant hold back. I've tried my best so let it been. soon it will pass and a new one has come. Holding bk would help mi at all. so let look forward for a better one tis time round.
Todae while listening to my ipod, my mind started to tink about my feeling towards him. Didnt tink that it could be tat. I didnt noe i've already... it seems to be getting better. dae by dae. now i realli understand the full meaning of misses him. Seem like putting in more effort. i can understand the fear in mi but i wish we would be tgt for the rest of my life. i like being tgt wif him. he made mi luff, make mi cry, make mi worri, make mi angry and make mi jealous at times too. Jus i nv told him tat before. he's hard work i can see but at time yet i feels that he ish not putting in enough. I noe ish not easi and the more i should be understanding. That why i'm always supportive. Some time even keep my own sadness so as not to let him worri too much. There's nth much i can do for him but to let him fight himself.
He always tinks that he ish not good enuf. But to mi, he ish realli wonderful.He ish great. I dun tink i will be able to find another guy who will be able to take my nonsense at all. I noe i'm not tat good, at time even do stupid tings but yet he nv complaint at all. When i'm not in a mood or angry he will always be the one tat go soft on mi. but always stern when he wants mi to carry out some tin that ish good for mi. I like spenting time wif him. simply adore him. His nv gib up attitude is wonderful. Thru so mani happening and tings. He nv gib up on mi before. despite mi keep pouring ice. I hereby gib u a chance to take care of mi. Will be a good girlfren. Thanks dear ^^ hugs.
i'm tired le. ywan, i should go bed le good nite. sweet drem.
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