Friday, February 20, 2009
It has been since a long time i make such a mistake.
I realli didnt noe how to face mummi when i go to work todae.
How i wish i can juz dig a hole n hide my face but a mistake ish a mistake. I cant run from it. I can onli accept it and learn from it. Of all dae, why isst todae. T.T
Earli in the morning some one told mi a bad news. makes my heart drop down to the drain that i walked pass. The feeling was, super painful. I felt so unless, felt so hopeless and felt like the whole world ish ending on mi. I realli dunnoe how i should face the news tat was told to mi. But apart from keeping quiet and dying alone i cant do ani tin else. Plus i onli noe part of the news not the full version of it. SHIT. How i wish i noe more. But i guess some tin ish better not to noe too much. The more u noe, Might cause u more harm. emotionally hurt. =(
Not long after tat, my phone rang. yep, i same how recieved the call. Mummi called mi. And started asking mi abt some client check up. SHIT. I suddenly relised that i did the wrong tin. ish not juz a small mistake of missing out testes or wad. But the whole check up was wrong. A veri wrong mistake, Wrong package. sharks. Tat's it, My life ended~ felling down more than jus drain. Now CLIFF. if i could realli fell, i will. I reallli will. TSK.
afternoon went to work. My heart felt like stones stacking on it. tons n tons of it. I cant forgib myself of such big mistake. Mummi was already having headache trying to help mi solve my mistake. Shawn shawn, mummi and mi sat down and see wad we can do abt it. Sister already knew abt it. hav to, ish not a small shrimp. Than she went for meeting after tat mummi and shawn told her wad they hav think abt, the solution. I didnt hear much abt it as i am doing my work. In the end, i still not clear abt the solution but i noe. Sister wants mi to write a "love" letter to her. Although she didnt scold mi at all. Still i felt bad. there ish no excuess that even though i nv seen or done tat checkup before i should know tat we hav such checkups. My fault. Although the amt ish large but, i'm willing to bear the price.
Prem prem was nice, he asked mi do i nid ani help. And if i do, Juz let him noe. as it ish not a small amt. Thanks alot. to all of u. trying to figure out which ish the best way to help mi solve the problem and also try to make mi pay lesser. i noe tat they care for mi. Thank you! sincerely, from the bottom of my heart. Love~
One incident can make u see who ish ur fren. One mistake can make u understand how they care for u. i blessed to hav them and thanks sister for not scolding mi. But juz tell mi dun make the mistake agn. Thanks Dr Choo from saying nice words to sister abt mi. hahas. Tat's wad he claim. Thanks Dr Ho for being so cute and letting mi forget my worries for awhle.
Xiao yuan last dae todae. wish her all the best and jia you in her exam. she ish CUTE and SWEET.~ >.< I juz cant get enuf of her. hahas. Better finish up and sleep soon. Tml still have to work. Tsk.
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