OoOooo. April le. gosh first week pass le. soon jiu 2nd week le. Will be doing 4 nitez. wish mi luck ^^. after tat jiu off le ^^ yeah, my leave ^^.

Tis few daes. alot of thing happen in the dept. i feel so stress up by the ppl. I didnt noe yuan lai. tis ish the type of thing i will get to noe. But i heard others said bigger pond more fish n more fish will fight for oxygen. to said the truth. I realli like my dept. If given to choose i realli dun wan to move to other place but of coz tink abt the experience tat i get from there ish realli not enuf to make mi a better person maybe for a start the stone ish not tat big. But compard to my frens i will be veri lack behind. the amt of tings i noe n the type of drugs i m handling. so to said i m train to be a clinic nurse onli. Aiz.

I feel so tired. so tired of everi tin. Man i m onli 20 yrs old. going 21 soon. But i already feel tired. how do u tink i should live my another 30- 40 yrs? i nid a life. tell mi get a life. I wan to but i tink i m lack of some tin. Do tell mi wad isst? a sense of belonging? a sense of love n a sense of secure? i guess i nid some one to be by my side. tat noe how to pamper mi. n dun scold n shout at mi. understand mi. some one tat ish willing to listen to mi talking ani tin. I wan to share everi tin But i cant. alot of tings i juz bottom-up to myself. sad case. I guess tis ish part of being nurse. =X

Tat dae bie tell mi that his sister ish getting marri nx year. i feel realli happi for her. zhen de. already waited for tat dae for a long time l. finalli thy decided hahas. Althought we r not veri close but juz feel super happi for her lo. idk why. hahas. maybe i like wedding bah. Tat dae i watch pat wedding CD. it was super nice esp the part where the sister play wif the groom. It looks realli xin fu. Bless them. Tat dae mummi tell mi abt her fren wedding. It was not as happi as i tot all th wedding will be. Then i tink a wedding. onli wif all ur frens n family blessing than will u feel happi. more impt ish. R u happi? Tis ish onces in a life time. I told mummi. even if all ur sista dunnoe each other but when it ish ur wedding. Becoz ish for u. Sista will click juz for u. So dun worri. I vote myself to be one of ur sista. N i help fishii to vote in too. Hahas. ^^ so no worri. aniwais they oso nv set tat u nid alot of sista wad.

o. tired le. tml working morning. going sleep le. Nitez all. Bless all. =) have a good sleep. N thanks guo bao for the wish. Tml trial test ^^ aiya. trial test onli wad. =) hahas.