Tis post is actualli for ytd de, But i was realli too tired to blog. So after switch off my com, i went straight to lala land le.

Ytd was a veri tiring dae, cause of it was due to not enough sleep. Dotz, I SHOULD HAVE SLEEP EARLIER. ya rite. =.= okay okay, but usualli towards the nite i m more awake than afternoon. But ytd was a bit gone case. The dae before i slept at, abt 1.00am woke up at 6.20 am in the morning, when for a bath. Than headed to school. Lesson start at 8.00am. N was a long n tough dae. Lesson- break-lesson-meeting-lesson lesson lesson. Did not went for my last lesson, due too CMI le... so skipped. Promise not to skip ani more lesson de, but realli tired. Sorri T.T head home at abt 4.00 pm... ask fishii where is she, so meet her up n went for some food than headed home. reach home abt 5.00 plus. than was tinking about taking a nap de. But ended up online dunnoe chatting with who. or doing wad cannot rmb le. O.. ya, jeff, godfather n alan. Chatting with them . Cannot go bath, coz fishii inside toilet dunnoe doing wad.. XP... after that ended chat wit godfather dun to he going to have his din din ^^. Than ended chat with jeff coz he IS SICK n nid to rest. Jeff get well soon n take good care of urself. Than alan went for bath oso so ended all chat.

After that went for my bath, than come back wanted to start my project type out, coz dame lots to type. y got so much work is becoz, i wan to do it de. Was hoping to make my self busy so that i will not tink about other tin. You noe when u got nth to do, you start to 5 4 luang xiang. Haha. so busy mi. Than while doing kukuma n kukuny (jie) online. So chatted with them. Problem start to come le. talked about kukuling, kukuma feel that we realli should have a kuku4 meeting le. so i agreed. I dun wan see ani friendship breaking up infront of mi. I will to try my best to hole on, but if none is working tgt with mi. I M NOT STRONG enough to do it by myself. Luckily they oso dun wan to break tis friendship that's why they wan a talk. In the mean time i recieved a msg from my dear (kheng). She juz broke up with her bf. Tell mi not to worri, she is fine. Tell mi how can i dun worri for her wor. My mind keep tinking abt tis two stuff sia. Was already all drain out. Realli tired, veri veri tired. Wish i can throw everi tin n hack care. But i can't coz, i realli care about them. So msg her to ask her where is she, if nid ani help call mi, will always support her. Feel so unless, cannot do ani tin for her, not ever hug her n let her cry. or cry tgt with her. Why m i always unable to be there for the ppl i care?

After that msg kukuling to tell her about the kuku4 meeting, than asked her to call mi. I wan her to get perpare about wad are we going to talk abt. I understand how she feel. It's not easy to balance friends n bf. Haiz, feel her sadness. wan her to get mentally perpare. Have i take a wrong move? Will she stress over tis problem herself todae. I M SORRI. wad have i done. *headache*

- WhY pRoBlEm CoMe AfTeR OnE AnOtHeR T.T

look back at my project n started doing it, than chatted with andy. Always enjoy chatting with him. He realli know how to make ppl smile n realli easy going. Guess he got lots of friends. Xie xie ni andy. always listen to my stupid problem. Than he went out for din din at abt 9.00pm. so late =.= Mummy chatted wit mi too. call mi not to stress, ask mi alrite mah. Mummy i m okay, juz a bit stress n taxz. Dun worri, thru this 2 mth, i've learn alot n will sere fuerte. than started typing my project. Fishii help mi type part of it too. Xie xie ni, ai si ni le ^^

Finialli finish typing the whole tin, than sent over to kukuma n kukuyan for edit n other work. YEAH ^^V one down, 2 more to do tml =.= Haiz. Feel like blogging, but have no more energy to think. so decieded to blog it tml. Than started relax, talk to andy (finialli u hav finish your din din at abt 12.00am ) =.= then jeff woke up told mi he going to yam cha =.= coz he okay le. ask mi wan to follow him mah... =.= how m i to follow u, u r in malaysia. dotz... got chase to bed by andy, coz he said dun wan mi to become panda than come blame him. Wahaha, i will de andy, dun worri. U r the one make mi panda de. so said good nite to all. Have a veri long good nite coz i keep typing goodnite, sweet dream than andy keep replying. Finialli went to bed, fishii keep talking to mi. than i keep answering her. -huh- than she keep luffing at mi. coz she noe i m already asleep. Still wan disturb mi. wad sia. told her i can sleep till 11.00 am tml but no coz tis morning my ma keep screaming for us to wake up at abt 9.30 =.=

Thank you veri much:
- fishii for staying up late with mi ^^, n disturb mi when i wan go bed =.=
- mummy n alan for both of ur care ^^, i can handle it de. Rmb i m train by u two.
- andy for the support n laughter u gib mi ^^, i nid that realli thankz

Thank to all who realli care for mi, realli thank you veri much ^^