Every dae i wake up with my gum swollen, clenching my teeth together hardly. Is painful. I read about it on the net, it said that such tings took place due to stress and anger. Mine happen unconscious during the night. I guess probably i didn't manage to handle my anger well during the daytime and unconsciously built up the stress during the night. Or i have been suppressing my anger too much and it indirectly causes mi to react at night.

I might ended up in a doctor room for consultation soon. One fine dae, the doctor will tell mi that i nid to get away from all tis and find a place to rest and relax myself if not i will go crazy ani moment soon. If not i should go and get myself admitted to IMH. Hey, who noes i find frens there.

Everydae when i finish work i wonder where should i go next? Home to rest? But where's home? Where ish my home? Where ish the home that i can rest? I dun hav ani. I dun hav a place where i can rest. I dun hav a place where i can play n relax after work. A place call home.

I plan to go on a trip by myself one dae. To go genting maybe. I just nid a walk that's all. A place to get away from tat irritating creature. I realli wish to do so. O god i pray. let mi walk out of tis darkness soon. I might realli lost control one dae. Indeed i m vibrating everi time she do sometin stupid. I m afraid i cant control ani longer.... o god.... SAVE MI....

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