Wednesday, October 27, 2010
Has it really ended this time round. I'm not sure too. The pain ish worst than a cut. The broken heart waiting to be mend.
Recalling how it all started. I cant believe it, started from a game. Than moved on, more than just fren. A wall tat support you. To help u shield against the thunderstorm. Now yet it turn into the one tat hurt u the most.
From a different world. Met in a magical way. Like romeo and juliet the "star crossed lover". However, death draws them apart. This is indeed different from them. They loved each other and would die for each other. In reality, does such tings ever happen ani more? I doubt so.
Gal would do ani tin for the guy. Hold him in her hand like a perious jewel. Guy like to play around and find for excitment can never stay still in one's heart. That is who he is. Can she accept such guy? Can he ever change for her?
I oledi lost hope. The fire had stop burning. 4 yrs of trust gone and shuttled. leaving all the ashes behind waiting to be clear. Memories are bitter sweet to recall. Wad ish done cannot be undo. walking smoothly away leaving the heart in bits and pieces.
My heart turn cold. I see no sun for now. I wish winter doesnt stay long and sun will come bk one dae. To light up the world and give life once more.
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Monday, October 18, 2010
Todae date. 18102010.
Yes, super long time. Why here than?
Nothing better to do. Nth to play. Shirley reminded mi that there ish sometin call blog.
LOL...
She's creating one rite now.
Who ish she??
Well it has to go all the way back to june 28th 2010.
I resigned from MAH and got a clinic job.
Good time. 9-5 office hours. sat half dae sundae off. More time to play around.
Bie bie oso got a new job. 8.30-6 office hours and sat and sun off. So we are super stable & spending alot alot of time tgt. Still trying to chase the time we lost when we were sperated. Life ish goooood.
Sis said. Better temper and more time to see and chit chat w mi. BUT not healthy for pocket and banks. Yup. More time means more outing. wad to do. Teeheehee. =)
Oledi completed my study now wad ish left ish waiting for the result. Tsk tsk. Last assignment sux totally. Well i cant help it. I noe wad ish to be done. BUT i just cant do it. Had nv done lit r/v before. 8000 words of rubish was submitted for marking. *shrug* i guess i can onli pray to the stars above. Good luck!
Finally started my driving lesson. Lessons were tough. Driving ish fun but stressful. Still learning how to control the car. Ish horrible to siam from taxi that stop half way to pick up passager and ppl that ish J-walking. Now i noe how it feels, and often accident hapen becoz of Siamming. So giving my best to learn but not cheap. $42 per lesson 1.5hrs. Instructor nice auntie. rough, straight forward and loud but nice. hahahas =)
Wad am i going to do nx? I oso dunnoe yet, but sure i will find some tin to do. Was tinking of doing part time actually. isst not good?? Part time on sat and sun. Doing sometin and earning extra money. However mum pointed out that it means less time for paktohology. Humm Humm... Let see wad i can do bah.
Memories seems to be getting worst. I cant rmb much when i read my past post. I guess i didnt really put them in heart. Agurments wad are they about?? Cant rmb.
O ya. I shifted to my godma house. My whole family shifted. Coz we haven got a place to stay for the time being. Life there.... No comment. Dun wan to comment. cant comment. o well. Keep my words to myself.
Tiny tingy jiu dun wan to write le. So far so good bah. Will live on ~
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