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Saturday, December 30, 2006

Times passes fast. 2006 is going to end. Juz one more dae and a new yr will start le. 2006 to some people is juz another dae. But to mi. 2006 got alot of memories. Alot of tins took part. Let mi see how much i can recall.

Jan
not much memories. That time, hump, juz started playing maple no long. still a maple freak. Haha. Ya. Juz started my yr2 sem2. So was quite free to play. Having fun n enjoying myself. Free Free

Feb
Started playing maple new world. Cass. Was a PQ freak wit my sis. Woke up veri earli morning n PQ. Haha. silly 2 o. But enjoyed de time. Than Joined our veri first guild Angeloflife. Nice guild, Even got guild event. Was so happi. That make mi wan to make my own guild in Bootes. Strongly. Made my veri first own guild, Wit the help of my sis. Haha. was taking all the member over to orbis. Ended up they ot killed by barog for 2 times. I bought alot of ticket thot wan to gib them. Ended up. ticket cannot be throw out. So have to keep all the ticket for own use. Silly mi. Slowly got closer to all the maple fren.

March
mapling happily. sch was like. ahem. No worri. coz was too absorded into game. aim for my maple char. targeting lvl. Spenting cash to buy perpaid like no tml. Change hair, clothes n got alot of ppl some items too. Haha. Cheesey is wad ppl noe us as. Was not tat talkative in guild.Coz slow in reply. Juz listen to them crapping. Enjoyed my time.

April
Got to noe them more. Calls n exchange no. too. Chatted on phone. haha. 2 guy 1 gal so bu hao yi si. Think they treat mi like their brother ^^. My birthdae came n i got a taz doll from mummy n daddy. alan bought us all rabbit slipper. They celebrated my birthdae wit mi in maple too. Took pic, was so happi. Xie xie ni man. Not forgetting my poly fren, we went sentosa for tour. Haha. Enjoy myself. my sis bought mi a neckless n starwberry shortcake. Love it lots. Chonging lvl for my cheese too. I can do it de. First meeting out with maple fren.

May
one of my maple fren's fren die of car accident. Sad tin. was so sorri for him. Aiz an wei him. But hor. fren die he still mapling -.- to tink back now abit ahem le. Chionging maple like siao. My sis help, my bro help. Haha. Tat time was having posting some more. But i made it. 3rd job. i m the first one in the house tat did my 3rd job ^^.That time feel so great, i reach my target. My sis veri first soul garden with maple fren oso. Kheng surpries late birthdae gift for mi. A neckless n a small cake T.T touch.

June
First meeting wit Kor kor. Haha. First time all are there. Took pics took. Learned huggies (>,")><(",<). Stopped playing bootes there coz was difficult handling both side. Sad thing. coz started to get close to bootes guild fren But yet. Aiz. I cannot juggle well when 2 tins come at the same time. Hard. hard. My sis said: told u, not to open guild in bootes. U still so strong headed wan means wan. Sever u rite. Aiz. Chionging my sis cheesey.

July
My sis birthdae. But did no celebrate. Tins started happen tis veri mth. Was a veri active mth. Ya. happi n sad too. My veri first love sick haha. Dun try to hide. No point hiding. i lost mummy de DR. Got scolded by Fishii. Alot of tins is happening. Cant seem to find the light. Lost n no where to be found. Darkness sat upon mi. Difting apart from my sis slowly. Mummy got problem. alan got problem. Jie got problem. Sick( fever, flu + sora thorat) Yr3 started. Stress. Project work load mi on. Arhz

Aug
celebrated Fishii birthdae wit her. Ended one so called relationship. Moving on. Got andy msn. Started chatting wit him. Solving one project after another.Moving on back to fren. Fren ship problem. Kukuz4 Project n project. Counted down malaysia national dae wit andy-.- he force mi de. Haha. Getting to noe andy more n more. First time went back ipoh using 2 dae to finish everi tin. 1 dae go, do. 2nd dae back. Tired trip but fast. Running away from all the problem. My long crave for claypot rice. Finalli got to eat it ^^V

Step
My first slides show. In Love, truly, deeply, madly? Haha. Still newbie. So i dunnoe ani tin.Got bulli by all my fren. haha. fun.Eating stringray wit mummy n kor kor. Forming of AbsoluteRisk. Ending of AngelofLove. Started of a long distance relationship. Learning to love. Learning to balance my time. Learning n learning. struggling. Went Kl for the first time. First meeting. Breaking down. Skipping classes one after another. Getting more n more panda. Testes n project One after another. Problem surface wit fishii. Unable to solve it. growing like snowball. Worri. Trouble Mind. Still lost in jungle.

Oct
exam week. But no mood to study. Things are moving on. Hope getting better. Walking step by step. Jeff birthdae. Getting into trouble. Breaking news. Breaking hearts. Going thru decision. Meeting wit cross road. Jie birthdae. First stayover in my house. Sushi de wit fishii. Pillow talk. Morning chat. More n more panda. Book eating. Going on war. First mth. Arranging mood. Know n unknown. Luang.

Nov
Attachment. AnE , Operating Room. COOL. Best Mth of the yrs. Love it. Got to work. Learned lots. Noe alots of Frens. Working hard. Getting better. No time at all to tink abt stuff. Bloody. Result out. No fail. GOODO. Last paper for exam. Courage n confident seeking. Found?? Changing. Changes make? Vivo-ed

Dec
Cookies making. KL trip. Second meeting up. Happi memories. Christmas shopping. Taking up parttime Job. Working tgt wit frens. Enjoying, slacking. Less time for chatting. Less time for everitin n everione. Opening up to u. Tears n smile. ^^V Gathering wit sec n pri sch fren. PreSent ^^V

Wah. Tis is wad i have done tis whole yr. Impt memories. Impt ppl. Impt happening. Fated. Haha. some how or another, Things are different now. Hope that my nx wk will be a better yr. I will work hard n strive for Tins i wan. Tough yr coming ahead. Pls Take care all my frens n family. ^^ LoVe U all. JiA YoU.

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Sunday, December 17, 2006

PPl out there, christmas is coming. Woohoo. Christmas is my fav.Festival. Yeah. However i m not a christian. That does not mean i cannot celebrate christmas rite. But of coz a veri different way to celebrate it.

We still have exchanging of gift or gibing each other gifts n cards. N i already did my shoping for it. wahaha. Hope they like wad i got for them. Was realli fun n enjoyed my shopping wit sissy ^^ we long time nv shop like tat le. woke up at 8. plus than did my stuff walk here n there. than go wake sissy up. at abt 9.15am. Told her we nid to go out of the house at 9.45 so we still can go eat long john de breakfast. PPl i noe i m a kukuz. Coz i nv eat tat before. Realli de. i swear. Sissy said wan bring mi go eat. But always dun hav time. finalli the veri dae come. sissy actualli ask mi wan eat burgur king de breakfast or long john. Coz she noe i like burgur king de breakfast. esp the BREAD. Soft to bite. i lazy to bite la. haha.Tat's y my fav food is tofu.=P

We went PS de long john. after breakfast we go walk orchard. First enter OG. Walk walk shop shop. Go try on sum clothes. Haha sissy, look veri FEMALE for the first time. Realli o. But we both agreed that she is not white enough Dun look Nice to eat. haha. No hav the tofu de feeling. Her skin not tat good. ask her wan take phote a not. But the dress not realli tat nice. so suan le. Look at the price. wah. 129 buck. huh huh. sot de. haha. Than took another dress n try. Than she said her body more round. o.0 than i said wan try, But i told her i sure cannot fit in de. ended up. i fit in la. But ahem. juz realli not nice.

Make our way out. Than walked on. Shopped on. look look see see. wah 1 plus le. n we haven even buy ani of the tings. Die la. finalli got our veri first present at herren. Than said we should head back to PS le. Coz i nid go back buy cookies jar n cookies mix. Headed back, walked our way back. Tired, stop light nv sell cookies jar. T.T wad sia. sissy, u told mi got sell de. how how? than headed to carfour to buy the cookies mix n oso look for jar. we found it buy, not the kind we realli wan. However it still look nice. Juz nid abit of D.I.Y. Looked around at PS realli cannot find wad we wan. Than Planned. Okay sissy, Now we head down to bugis village, dun tink so much, juz look n feel that we should buy, jiu buy. Dun care le. So from PS train-ed ourself to Bugis. Was about 3 plus le. Promised her we will finish all the tins by 5. called alan. ask if he free a not. He was busy working so. hao bah. nx time bah.

Cross our way to bugis village. See n look. Fast fast we bought wad come into our mind first. Both agreed on the same stuff. So buy lo. Than head to rocher to buy all the wrapper. Bought 20 pieces of wrapper. wah. No we dunnid that much, Juz my house dun hav le. so buy at one go lor. than nx time no nid buy.Haha. WE R DONE ^^ so happi n ired. Went to mum salon near by to hav din din than headed home. Started wrapping the present n watch white chick at the same time. washed n deco the jar. Nice nice ^^. Happi n done wit all the christmas card. HAPPI.

Wad a tired dae. Realli spent my whole dae shooping. Now tink back. I still miss out some ppl de present le. How? See how bah =P i'll try my best to get it for u all de. Juz nid time n money. i hav been working hard le.

wad i wan for christmas?
- a new BIG SOFT TOY. I still love my doggie, wit mi four yrs le. my birthdae present lai de.
- a new com. i badly wan it. coz i nid a com so three of us can maple together. wahaha. i dun like use lappy to maple. no fun de.
- a new MP3 or 4 i dun mind. I juz nid one coz my phone cannot listen to song. will auto blank off. Haiz. But i dunnid a new phone. I juz love my phone. coz tat phone is dad buy for mi de. N the memories card is goddad buy for mi de. than mi n bro hav the same phone. so i love my phone.
- a white jacket. Yea, till now i still haven own a PURE white jacket. T.T
- a White cap. Ahhh, i wan i wan for yrs le.
- a new bag. Yes, one bag spoil le. so nid one more.
- a bean bag chair. For my study room.
- Darling, i nid u. T.T
- a new watch. yes, tat's the one. I nid to find a watch that belong to mi.
- a new spect. coz my spect spoiling soon. n i nid do check up for my eye le.
- a hairband. i wearing sissy de. so bad. i should have buy one myself. Hump.
wad elsa i nid wor? Hump. actualli i dun mind as long as u got the heart to get mi the present. i will juz love it. Most of the tins i can get it myself de. so no big deal. Juz list up my nx yr plan to get them. haha. haiz. hard lo. so mani tins.
Other tings: clothes, earing, neckless, slipper, sport shoe, sandel and alot more like alarm clock -.- haha. realli de. so basically i nid alot of tins.

wah veri veri veri long le. should stop lo. ^^ thank for reading o ^^ Wish u all a merri christmas and a happi new year ahead. Love all my frens and family member. I'm always thinking of everi one of u. Love Love. ^^V Muackz to all my dearest n darling ^^.

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Tuesday, December 12, 2006

It has been since a long time i did my last update. Ya. 5th of dec.

Wad m i busying now adae? I m not 24-7 at home. N my msn on less offen le. Yes tat is true. I found a job. i m now working as a part timer in a trading and distribution company. As a? clerk?? Nah. Operator? Nah. Of coz is not the BOSS juz a part time worker. Sorri i'm craping agn. LOL. Juz feel veri veri tired.

WAd i do?
I do calss to the 7-11 n ask them if they nid ani orders. Ani product from our company. Than take orders from them. After finish my calls. I'll have to help do the paper work. so Was quite tiring to look at all the numbers n papers. Looking at the com n cannot do wadever u like.

Working hours?
From morning 10 am start to 5-6 pm. So means i will hav to wake up at 8.30 n leave my house at 9.15. Usualli i will reach the office earli. 9.45am. Than perpare my tin n start work. After work will hav to go over to my mum salon n wait for her to finish work, Than go n hav din din tgt after that than head home. Means i will always reach home late unless. Mircles happen -.-" usualli is abt 9-10 plus than i will reach.

Pay?
Go by hourly pay. 4.50per hr. Count urself bah. I nv go count de. to mi the pay still okay bah. Well work more than earn more lor. Better be more hard working. But realli not tat easy.

I hate talking so much. Talk alot on phone wit ppl i dunnoe. Cannot crap cannot joke. Than wad worst is they will start shouting or scolding u. Coz ur company did not do wad they wan. -.- Pls ppl. i m onli a part timer. Trying my best to do wad i can for u le. Lucky i can take it. If not i'll go crazy. Now no ppl in the office so slack awhile. than blogged. Still got one whole stack of paper work for mi to do. Suan le. Cannot finish tml than do.Whole office mi alone shiok sia. haha. No one care abt mi. I juz do my work in own time own taget. mus learn how o eat snake than can. If not do till i die oso no one noe sia.

I m juz tired... Veri tired. Haiz. i better go back to my "LOVELY" papers le. They r all waiting for mi to key the numbers in. Ppl out there. having testes? holi? working? Enjoy ur dae n jia you in everi tin u do. Harn here gib my support to all of u .

*mum said she love mi ytd, tat make mi feel so happi. Xie Xie ni.

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Tuesday, December 05, 2006

Wahaha.... ^^

*Finish pouring le. CAN start lo ^^V*Yummi^^
* HUMP-.-

Yeah ^^ 3 o outing. Ice cream nice nice. see The pic see see. Realli look veri tasty rite. Haha, dun tell u all wad is tat. Come find mi we go eat tgt ^^.

But fishii said tat tin veri ni. Means eat alot will be scare. But she eat alittle she dun realli like it. Haha. I like it o. Dunnoe y le. Is more of the westen food. More bread n crumble. n paste n flour. some tin like tat de.

After food we go watch happi feet. was a nice movie. N the moral is to protect animal. We the human being are eating alot of their foods source. N being different from other does not means that u do not belong to them. Being different dun not means tat u are a wiredo. U are juz a veri special one ^^

So ppl, stay true to oneself. Nv forget who u realli are. U dun hav to change to fix in the crowd. Juz be urself. N true fren will find u. Juz who u realli are n they will love u for being U. JUZ U ^^

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Sunday, December 03, 2006


Yeah ^^V gathering with my sec sch frenz. Ms tan, My fav teacher, chong ying, mujiao and siew luang. Woot. LONG TIME NO SEE LE. How are you all ^^ wo hai hao.

Posted a while pic up for you all to see. Realli happi to meet them. Ting we last see each other was actualli last yr xmas till now le. Rite. All look old le. Grow up le. Become more n more pretty n mature le. Except mi sia. Sad ar. Hope u all have a great time. I enjoyed the gathering too. First mus xie xie ms tan for the din din ^^. woot i soooo full sia. ^^

Hope can meet up wit all my frenz real fast. Be it pri, sec or poly. Be it close or far. Be it inside or outside frenz.^^ All fren pls take care o ^^ misses all^^


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